Why not go find her now?
Timing isn't right.
Myself:
Family duties unfinished
Career unstable, no savings
Can't spare time and energy to tend a relationship
If within a year I work hard to solve my side
wait one or two years
and find a life partner for 50 years
it's excess-return investment
Also I know nothing of her current social life
I hope when we reunite, both are each other's best choice
