After adding WeChat back end of 2024
Almost every hometown return I can't help thinking of her
They say a partner is the only family we choose ourselves
Maybe subconsciously I already treated her as family
Longing, expectation, and that ideal partner naturally link to hometown, to home feeling
April 2025 flight home for ancestor rites—on the plane thought if it crashed how to let her know I've always liked her
Dec 2025 major family upheaval—craved talking to her… subconsciously treating her as the other half
