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Yesterday tried draining all energy into product…

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Yesterday tried draining all energy into product thinking and design
Cut all mindless waste—short video, feeds
Daytime mostly watching Notion, Cursor founder interviews
thinking links to my current project direction
Reality: before 11pm
brain bandwidth near overload
Couldn't keep the brain in "pure" "high-quality" continuous run

Seemingly "mindless" entertainment isn't wasting time and life
Today clearly felt off
Brain hypoxia, heart a bit compressed
Side effects huge
Realizing no worldly rule applies to everyone
is the start of independent thought

Original intent was imitate Silicon Valley AI founders' high-intensity work-thinking
Found I can't force myself into "efficient" time-management master
INFPs enjoy flow moments and also need lots of blank-brain time
Find a life-work way that fits you
In the end everything is meaningless
Wasting time is basic human freedom
If you're happy, others have no say