People like me
1. Not gifted enough
2. Not grinding hard enough
Can't fight like kids from extreme rural poverty
(though my family was also very hard)
I like work-life balance
don't want life too hard
Can't do dirty exhausting work
Can't eat too much bitterness
Being ruthless to myself is impossible
3. Extremely strong moral sense
Don't trouble others
Don't harm others for self-gain
yet easily used and plundered
Also can't tolerate much impurity
high purity bars for friends and circles
4. Bad at socializing
Don't know how to connect with people
or network for resources
Only suited to ivory-tower life maybe
Lower desire; don't aim too high
and don't think too highly of yourself
Otherwise no happiness
You're middle tier
wanting luck to climb upper tier
will get backlash
I seem always unwilling to settle
always feeling I deserve better
Reality pushes me further from people
living in fantasy, losing chances at ordinary life
