Favor debts written in phone notes
Some people I temporarily can't recall
Some maybe I disappointed and already cut contact
And besides that elementary-school girl friend
and my family and relatives
no woman has given me sincere recognition and near-unconditional help
Some kind of revelation
After I entered society, women's harm and extraction toward me
outweighed the help they brought
Likewise in student years
women had little positive effect
except my female teachers in primary and middle school