Interviews drain the spirit
Whether the outcome is good or bad
Hearing others affirm you
emotions swing
Daily routine gets interrupted (like exam prep)
On the surface happy and smug, wanting to celebrate and relax
Actually looking for ways to kill time
because there's no energy left for other
things that need focus
But until the offer, onboarding, even probation passes
it doesn't mean the "find an ideal job" quest is done
If outside praise makes you happy
naturally
outside rejection hurts too
Happiness isn't always good
Emotional swings break focus and calm
I want to truly not live inside external evaluation systems
Build my own system, undisturbed by outside noise
Nothing matters more than my own world
Whatever happens is fine
Unmoved by praise or blame, my own school
A peaceful, self-sufficient life
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Interviews drain the spirit
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mew～
Interviews drain the spirit
Whether the outcome is good or bad
Hearing others affirm you
emotions swing
Daily routine gets interrupted (like exam prep)
On the surface happy and smug, wanting to celebrate and relax
Actually looking for ways to kill time
because there's no energy left for other
things that need focus
But until the offer, onboarding, even probation passes
it doesn't mean the "find an ideal job" quest is done
If outside praise makes you happy
naturally
outside rejection hurts too
Happiness isn't always good
Emotional swings break focus and calm
I want to truly not live inside external evaluation systems
Build my own system, undisturbed by outside noise
Nothing matters more than my own world
Whatever happens is fine
Unmoved by praise or blame, my own school
A peaceful, self-sufficient life
Whether the outcome is good or bad
Hearing others affirm you
emotions swing
Daily routine gets interrupted (like exam prep)
On the surface happy and smug, wanting to celebrate and relax
Actually looking for ways to kill time
because there's no energy left for other
things that need focus
But until the offer, onboarding, even probation passes
it doesn't mean the "find an ideal job" quest is done
If outside praise makes you happy
naturally
outside rejection hurts too
Happiness isn't always good
Emotional swings break focus and calm
I want to truly not live inside external evaluation systems
Build my own system, undisturbed by outside noise
Nothing matters more than my own world
Whatever happens is fine
Unmoved by praise or blame, my own school
A peaceful, self-sufficient life