Leisure time is all TV series
The Big Bang Theory and Iron-Tooth Ji Xiaolan
But I'm not watching to relax at all
Either to practice English
or to study how people talk and relate
Always mapping myself onto it
Putting myself in the character
What would I do if I were him
I never seem as real or as brave with emotion as they are
So even a show becomes overthinking
Exhausting, not rest
The opposite of the point